My friend committed suicide two days ago. Today was his funeral. I was with him in the same class in primary school. We didn't talk to much ever since. Last time I saw him (it was like a month ago) he was telling me about this great party he was on. Nobody know why he did it, not even his best friend, his girlfriend. Everyone is trying to find a reason why. I know that before hanged himself when he was leaving school, he was saying "see you tomorrow". I heard that he skipped last class. It looks like he had planned everythning. He skipped class so he could be home before his parents. His mother found him.
Now I am wondering why somebody would do something this awful. I don't now what needs to happen, so somebody would think that there is no other choice. If something really bad happens I'm sure there is always someone you can talk to and if not you always have music. I know this may sound weird but music really do makes it better. You can always find a song that exactly describes your situation. You will never feel alone again because you know there is someone (in this case, a person who wrote a song) that felt like you at some point of their life. If this person could get through it you can to.
Also, suicide is kind of selfish. Just think about all that people that will miss you. Your family, friends. They will be left with no answers. They will never get to say goodbye.
Gone too soon.
Before I die.
Suicide is not an option.
